Just a quick one to say how nice it was to meet everyone at the Essex meet tonight - will try to upload photos - although cannot promise as am hopeless with technology!

Had a great evening, and felt a lot more like my old self. Thanks again to all those I met tonight, I smiled all the way home on the train, looking forward to seeing you in Birmingham next

I cannot believe it is a month since I last wrote this, how time flies whn you are enjoying yourself.

I think I have reached the stage where I don't need to write it all down now, life is very slowly moving on but not much has changed.

We are still in the same house, although we totally avoid each other.  I seem to be doing most of the family things and I am really enjoying the time with the children.  My daughter  sat the 11+ and we have been to see all the secondary schools.  They all seem pretty good so I am quite relaxed on that now, we are very lucky in this area to have decent secondary

Thank you all so much for your support.

He was here putting them to bed tonight when I logged on and read all your comments. It helped more than you will ever know.
I have had a good day today. Work went well, I ate well, I was able to be supportive to a friend in need who has been such a help to me. I was able to put it all in perspective for once.

My low point of 8.00pm to 10.pm didn't happen, the girls were safely tucked up in bed in their own beds, and happy because daddy was here. No tears tonight from them and they will feel better for it.

I managed to avoid him almost completely. I