Now I am really beating myself up. Am I feeling such pity for Him , that I wan't to make it all better. Or am I doubting my decision to seperate. If I was with him , all the money problems would be solved, the house renovations would get finished, my daughter would be happy, He would be happy.
What if I go back and I can never love him again, then it happens all over again. How do you know what love is, can you get it back again,with the trust etc.
To see him really hurts me, but is that love or what.
I just don't know.
It has been so many years since I have felt any love from him, my love went