Well I thought I was doing well, no tears but a lot of sadness for a while. Well that changed yesterday. I don't know what came over me but I cried like a baby. It hit me just as I was going to bed. It seems to happen a lot more frequently just as I'm going to bed. Maybe as I start to relax and unwind from the stresses of the day it hits me. At least I don't need to go out and speak to other people with red eyes, especially now that it's getting darker earlier now and I can't get away with wearing sunglasses. Other than that nothing else has happened. My little man as always is by my side.

I'm sure it won't come as a great surprise to anyone that I'm not coming home. Well not on the date I'd originally planned. My manager has agreed to give me bit more time; I've changed my flight and can stay in my apartment a little longer. During the monsoon I haven't had the chance to do some of the things I want too. I'd like to do some diving,  kite surfing, hire a motor bike, see south Goa, and also a bit of Mumbai so am taking the opportunity. Time seems to be rushing by and I'm not ready to come home yet.

Today I walked into Calangute on my way to work. Who wouldn't want a commute like

Carrie,

Sorry - too long to post ....

I believe you have all the qualities that would make a man happy.

Trouble is, there are "about 3.3 billion males" (courtesey WikiAnswers) on the planet.

So I guess it's about finding that man (good luck, have fun and stay safe!).

What makes one man happy will drive another insane, what one finds cute another finds irritating, what one finds threatening, another finds attractive, what one finds sexy another finds a turn-off.

It really is endless...

As we all know there is no guarantee that the person we set our hearts on will be 'the one' to love them, always and