Ugh where do I start.. whirlwind romance.. met in the October, moved in, in the December... engaged Christmas, Married in May. On my birthday. Married the day before his twin sister in fact...but we kept it quiet so as not to steal her thunder.

Bought a house together. Spent many hours doing it up and decorating it was a lovely little house we were so proud..

Got pregnant with my first daughter and found things going wrong the first night I was home.. desperately needed a cuddle and he turned his back on me. Dunno if it was the fact he'd seen me give birth.. apparently it does that to some

Note to self:

Just a little upset about a comment that was left on my blog yesterday, blog entry entitled "My life's analogy".

Explanation - when things happen in your life, it's easy to become obsessed by it. So, if someone makes a comment about your weight, you can easily find yourself looking in every reflection of a shop window, or mirror, to see if you're putting on weight. Or, if you find out someone has been cheating on you, you normal rational goes out the window, and jealousy and suspicion creep in, which are not normally your traits.

The thing that has happened in my life is that my

 

 

grrrrr  i am so apalled at the lack of driving skills on motorways iwas nearlly taken out so many times this wkend

went to visit relatives  and part of ,no actually the whole journey was crap 6 hrs instead of 3 what is the matter with people dont they use their mirrors ......oh the girls do to touch up their lippy god,s sake !!

but my main rant is those nice shiny black signs that tell you whats happening on the road ahead mmmmmm they know !!!! but forget to tell you until your in the queue mmm thanks !

the worst bit is then that nice black shiny signs say QUEUE CAUTION ! for f***ks sake i