Please help.

I am usually an extremely strong person, I have had to be to survive, I don't cry when anyone is around as they need my strength during the day to see them through especially my daughter who is so kind and caring and offers me so much love.

I have waited until everyone is asleep and am now sat crying as I write, today I have been typing out my daughter Rachel's statement, she is 2nd respondant in my divorce as we have a property business together and to protect her half of them she has had to be joined, I tried negotiating with her dad so she wouldn't have to go through this but to

I feel sick - my head is pounding and most of all I never thought, he would do this to his children. Today I check my bank balance and have had to phone the csa. Why? because the payment was missing and my mortgage is due to be paid monday. After two phone calls I discover the reason the payment was missing because my ex, has given up work to claim benefits. Im paying the mortgage and without the csa payment, Im going to struggle - I think he has done this in order to force me to sell. I don't know whether or not I my head is going to explode or I want to be sick first and god only knows

Got a text off scumbag last night-I had texted him during the day telling him that I had gone to see our former financial advisor. Anyway, he said that was a good move!! It must have choked him to write that!! I think he has totally forgotten how practical and sensible I am. He sends wild threats and demands, I try and find out what is permitted or feasible.

He says he will contact the FA for her suggestions, tho I'm not too sure he will be happy with them. He hopes to walk away with a big (!!!) wodge of money, whereas she says he can have £20k and I don't touch his pension, and keep the