Hi my wiki friends,

I did a to do list today and completed everything on it.  Listened to 'I will survive' so many times.  Drilling it into my head.  The house seems so empty, except when the cats pop in for food or attention.  I'm so devestated, this time I believed him.  He rang every day and called around when he said he would.  But everthing he told me was a lie, everything single thing.  He is still spreading dreadful untruthful rumours about me.  It hurts so so much.  My heart is breaking.  I'm ready for work tomorrow; clothes washed and ironed, lessons planned for the next week, ipod

Well, made it through another week. Saw the counsellor again on Wednesday, not sure if it's helping or not. Thursday was a really bad day for me, was online in chatroom and kids started playing up, I could hear them bickering in the other room, went in to find out what was going on. I had already allowed them to stay up a bit later than usual to watch a particular TV programme. The reason they were arguing was so silly, I completely lost it-switched off TV, told them to go to bed. Daughter then started crying, saying that I always punished both of them when it was only her brother who was in

Dear Blog

At rehearsals last night, I popped across the road to the shops to buy some teabags and in there was a guy who works with Pete, and I know from years back when I worked for the same company.

We had a hug and he said I was looking thin! (Why do people think its OK to say that??? You'd never said to some one hey you are looking cushiony/ fat / dumplingy?)  Anyway, I said I suppose you know about me and peter, and he was yes, he is an idiot I am gorgeous and she is awful.  I asked him if he knew her and he said yes unfortunately, and said Iris (his wife) works with her (I also know Iris