As my ex cheated, I was only thinking about that damege.

But as I started to calm down and be able to talk about my marriage to my close friends, I realised a few things which I could not notice.

My ex was a cheater, but (or because of that) he was extremely posessive and jealous person. For example, it was really childish of him but I have a favourite band who's singer is very good looking and I was listening them often. But since I started to live with him, I was unable to do so as he got really moody. It was also the same when I watched any films which my favourite actors were in them. When

Hi everyone.  I'm new to this but after reading your entries, I felt that this would help me.  I've had a really rough 2 weeks.  I was with my partner for 10 years, we have 2 lovely children 6 and 8.  We were happy, really happy, until about 9 months ago.   I couldn't understand what was wrong, he was so sad all the time and he used to be so happy. He told me on my birthday in July that he didn't feel the same about me anymore.  I as usual was trying to confront the issue to understand what was wrong and this is what came out.  I was devasated.  He was such a loving, loyal family man,

Hi my wiki friends,

I did a to do list today and completed everything on it.  Listened to 'I will survive' so many times.  Drilling it into my head.  The house seems so empty, except when the cats pop in for food or attention.  I'm so devestated, this time I believed him.  He rang every day and called around when he said he would.  But everthing he told me was a lie, everything single thing.  He is still spreading dreadful untruthful rumours about me.  It hurts so so much.  My heart is breaking.  I'm ready for work tomorrow; clothes washed and ironed, lessons planned for the next week, ipod