Never written a blog before, but this seems like a good idea right now and will hopefully be something to look back on when my head stops spinning like a washing machine!! Needless to say that confused is only one of several emotions I feel at the moment.

My wife and I married three and a half years ago. She had been diagnosed as type one diabetic about six months before, at the time, we'd been together for around 12 years, we had both just turned 30 and decided now was a good time to tie the knot.  We had a small wedding as we'd already lived together for four years.

Just over a year after

The more sharp eyed amongst you may have noticed that I have not been on the site as much as I was a few weeks ago ..... Consequently there is some catching up to do as far as my blog is concerned so here goes !

After all these months, things now seem to be moving on .... Today I have had a very good telephone consultation with Rachel from the NFLP AND finally reached an agreement with my husband that we are going to start divorce proceedings AND agreed that he will also give mediation a try ... shock horror ! I have therefore struck whilst the iron is hot and have booked us in for our first

im takin daisys advice ..im blogging..

well it got worse today!

hubby took his name off joint account and has left me with absolutley nothin to live on !

i really didnt think he would do it..he wanted the account to stay joint until house was sold ..was easier he said then at least all bills got paid !  and this was only said on saturday..!

who or what changed his mind ???

he rang me at work today to tell me this ..im soo scared and upset im really thinking of just ending it all..would be a whole lot easier than this !

i cant pay half morg on my wage and the rest of my living expenses ...can only