Hi all,

Update on my situation. Yesterday I went over to see his parents. He wasn't there, it was a lovely day so no doubt he was wandering around hand in hand with my replacement somewhere. I took over the post that has arrived for him over the past couple of weeks, and copies of photographs I had taken at the last family occasion we had attended together, his nephew's christening at the end of August. It was a tough visit, his parents are very upset, and can't understand why he has done this, when we seemed to have everything going for us. They have told him that he will end up alone if he

hi,

I took another overdose on friday.  From research on the internet I should be dead but I vomited up most of the tablets.

I'm meant to survive this, there is a reason to live.  My stbx knew where i was and could have saved me but did not care.

 Last sun nite he told his cousin to tell me that he loved me but did not want to be with me.  I had my plans all week.

I'm ok.  I will survive!  For me, from now on.

hugs all, please learn from my experience.  He is not worth

Well my son is off to uni tomorrow it's 4.30am, can't sleep, dreading it so much, letting go is so hard for me....My boy is such a gentlemen a lovely young man so kind so caring, he is half my rock, so I am sitting here crying not knowing what to do...He has helped me so much through everything, my daughter too ,she is the other half of my rock..We are like the 3 musketeers I just love it when all 3 of us are together ...I know we can go and visit him and visa versa but its still hard...looking to the left of me is all is stuff packed ready to go...tears streaming down my eyes, its so damn