Well, its 1.20am, and I'm still awake.

Had an awful day yesterday, an awful night and the theme seems to have continued today and tonight. The fact that I dumped the rest of his stuff on his parents' drive on Saturday seemed to signify to him that he had carte blanche to contact me again. So I got into work on Monday, to an email, to which I did not respond. Then yesterday the phone rang, and I answered thinking it was my mum, and it was him. My heart just went plummeting down again. I hung up immediately, as I cannot talk to him, its still too painful, and although on the the one hand I want

As my ex cheated, I was only thinking about that damege.

But as I started to calm down and be able to talk about my marriage to my close friends, I realised a few things which I could not notice.

My ex was a cheater, but (or because of that) he was extremely posessive and jealous person. For example, it was really childish of him but I have a favourite band who's singer is very good looking and I was listening them often. But since I started to live with him, I was unable to do so as he got really moody. It was also the same when I watched any films which my favourite actors were in them. When

Hi everyone.  I'm new to this but after reading your entries, I felt that this would help me.  I've had a really rough 2 weeks.  I was with my partner for 10 years, we have 2 lovely children 6 and 8.  We were happy, really happy, until about 9 months ago.   I couldn't understand what was wrong, he was so sad all the time and he used to be so happy. He told me on my birthday in July that he didn't feel the same about me anymore.  I as usual was trying to confront the issue to understand what was wrong and this is what came out.  I was devasated.  He was such a loving, loyal family man,