How many "moon" (s)  can we find from the earth....

I thought it's just one... but all "moon" is different.

The moon I m watching from here tonight... I feel it so cold ..but the same moon in England he is watching with "one of" his partner tonight for his Birthday.

I saw this moon(photo) with my husband last year in July at Greece..it was beautiful full moon. I know his attitude had been strange (always texting to someone, mentioned his favourite female colleagues name all the time etc etc etc...) but I was still trying to believe him..  Then still I believed " we will be ok.." 

But each

Ugh. I feel like a cartoon character that got run over by a truck and is smashed flat like a pancake on the road. She gets up, but she's rubbery, floppy, flat & dizzy. That is just how I feel. Friday night plus two full days of coping with my S2BX's anger, volatility, manipulation, breaking things, worrying about my and my pets' safety...what the heck am I doing with my life????

I don't think that it's possible for us to separate and cohabitate, period. And the thing is that even though I'm sure about what I want - him to vacate as soon as possible - an hour after telling him this he might be

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I have had a bad day today! Last night my stbx went out to her christmas party whilst I sat alone in my room I reside in at my parents house. My stbx has completly tried to disolve any contact with me, and has removed any emotional ties that may remind her of me from her life. I have all of the old photo's like I said in my previous blog and I m coming to terms with the fact she really just wants a total break and forget as though I ever existed. I know it is natural for some people with an element of guilt to act like this, I know it is natural for me to grieve like this also.

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