It was nice to see my parents again this weekend, although it's sad to see them go again. They get here on the friday night and leave again on the sunday, it's a bitter sweet visit. The gym situation has not been looking good, I've had a cold that I just couldn't get rid of. It's gone now so I've got no excuse from missing it.

  I know some people that read this may think that I'm dealing with this situation well. I sit in front of the screen and find something totally pointless to write about. The last one was a good example. The truth is that I'm not dealing with it. This has added to my

Well, made it through another week. Saw the counsellor again on Wednesday, not sure if it's helping or not. Thursday was a really bad day for me, was online in chatroom and kids started playing up, I could hear them bickering in the other room, went in to find out what was going on. I had already allowed them to stay up a bit later than usual to watch a particular TV programme. The reason they were arguing was so silly, I completely lost it-switched off TV, told them to go to bed. Daughter then started crying, saying that I always punished both of them when it was only her brother who was in