hi 2 all

                       thanks for all the responses, its great to hear all your thoughts.

            I know this sounds kind of screwy,but this place ive found here, its kinda comforting,i let you know how im feeling,and telling you all is one step on from no one.but HOW "2" make the next step,actually meet people. ive put up with my ex overdosing on pills in front of my kids, taken them to the mental unit of my local hospital on xmas morn and new years day so they could see her,deal with my then 10 year old deal with bed wetting for 18 months, and my 16 yr old son

This blogging seems to be very therapeutic. I was really encouraged by the three replies to my first blog, SOMEONE OUT THERE CARES. I would like to reply to the people who commented below

 Marriaa

Thanks for the comments, I am sure that you are correct in that the emotions one experiences come in different orders for different people, sorry to hear that you are having to cope with loss at the moment, loss is a difficult emotion to deal with as there does not appear any way to channel the emotion into something / somewhere positive. I will certainly join chat, although I often have difficulties

I started this blog as my profile, initially I felt too shy to post it, but having reviewed it I thought it would really be better as a blog

Steve

Hi

I'm a 53 year old professional man living in North Devon, Happily Married (So I Thought) for 8 years. My wife has recently left, and has flown to Sweden to see her 2nd Cyberlover for a month (09/07/2008). Prior to that she went to Rhodes a month ago to see another Cyberlover

Currently feeling all the emotions one expects happens in such circumstances (sadness, loss, emptyness, betrayal, fear, uncertanty,guilt, concern for her well being etc.