This is what I wrote while waiting to go into court as I needed something to occupy my mind and make me feel strong. Writing a blog to share with my wiki friends is what I wrote.

 Will blog the outcome seperately, just wanted to share my thoughts with you.

 "Arrived at the court, no clerk, just a waiting room with the ex and his fiancee sat there. I could feel the eyes, 2 pairs of eyes staring at me. I could hear the whispers between them. There is nothing more I can do but sit and wait. So I sit and write my blog.

The clerk has arrived; we are the only case in court this afternoon so hopefully

I can't get over how little it takes, to make me struggle to get through a day.

I found out today, that scumbag is now asking his sol whether he can put our house on the market, or buy it himself-which is what he said was his original intention 6mths ago!!!

He is obviously struggling for money, and the reason I haven't started the ball rolling for buying him out, is because as yet, I don't know how much mortgage I will need because the stupid man won't agree to a settlement. He is clearly not able to comprehend that his ar*ing around is what is holding progress up.

He is referring to me as his

We have all read the articles charming men make dangerous lovers,I was always of an opinion this always happened to other women until it happened to me .I met such a man in 1995,my mother died in 1993 of breast cancer and I was going through a rough patch as a single parent bringing up my oldest son ,who was 14 years old. Some days I could not see the computer screen on the till for crying over my teenage son. so it is little wonder that I did not see this con -man coming in my direction.

This was a quiet divorced man well dressed very well groomed. I worked as a barmaid in a pub in the