Dear Mr Blogman

I`m here again just me on my own without boring you my husband was having a meal with me last sat and it all got very complicated, finally i made him get a taxi to see me.......which he had to pay for himself and I got to spend the whole night with him

The next day I drove him home so he could get his car and go to work.....he promised me that I would see him in the week.

Heard nothing from him....just a phone call telling me how upset he was that Oasis had cancelled at Eden project and how he had been given tickets to watch it from his work.

I said to him....well if its cancelled

Dear Blog

He didn't  come in until midnight. four and quarter hours after work! so one day he bringing flowers, chocs and asking me out to dinner then because Georgia has the foresight to see that he is a bastard and doesn't want to go I say no and he reverts to this?

He reckons he worked til 10 then went to the toby carvery! so what.

At 5 am we had a row which I don't need to write about here but suffice to say he only asked me out for a meal because he was hungry and wouldn't have to go on his own! so he went on his own (apparently) anyway.

Still the same old ..... he doesn't love, he will be

Well my son is off to uni tomorrow it's 4.30am, can't sleep, dreading it so much, letting go is so hard for me....My boy is such a gentlemen a lovely young man so kind so caring, he is half my rock, so I am sitting here crying not knowing what to do...He has helped me so much through everything, my daughter too ,she is the other half of my rock..We are like the 3 musketeers I just love it when all 3 of us are together ...I know we can go and visit him and visa versa but its still hard...looking to the left of me is all is stuff packed ready to go...tears streaming down my eyes, its so damn