Wow, I had said before my life changes direction every few hours at the moment. Well after his declaration of his way or the highway which I said in your dreams matey to and then told him if he was to stand any chance of working things out then he and the bartart couldn't even be friends, I also said I needed space and didn't want to see him - so last night (without telling me) he went to see her and told her he was going to work it out with me and would not see her anymore even in a friend capacity. He said she cried as she really wanted a future with him. And before you say how do I know

Hubby has promised to call around tom.  Hope it is for more than sex.  He gets so frustrated and aggressive when we need to talk.  But i can phone his cousin for help if that happens.

I've kept my bargain, i haven't overdosed.  He still has to see doc about counselling and anger management.

I have a lovely home here but he seems to prefer living at his mum's squalid flat (think of before 'How clean is your home')  He is the only one talking to her now and I suppose feels special.  she had 7 kids by 5 differ fathers and all were in care except one who has now gone missing (17 with boyfriend). 

Am new to the idea of having a personal blog. Have not looked at others so not sure what the ettiquet is even.

I am having trouble with an ex boyfriend and that is how I first came upon this site. I have visited the forums, looked at messages + I feel comforted + less isolated knowing I am not the only one suffering.

There are currently 2 lots of bail conditiond against my ex now + a non molestation order. The combination is working + he has not contacted me for 3 days now.

I am in a very dark place though. We were close.

This is funny though.....I took out the non molestation order by myself +