Today's the day

Earlier today my kids went off for the first time to stay at their dad's, and they're gonna be away all week. I thought I would really struggle but managed to get them sorted and off without breaking down. As far as I am aware, and I increasingly think I might be wrong, they think they are spending the week just with their dad and don't know the floosie even exists, let alone that they are (presumably) gonna be forced to spend a whole week with her. Of course it's possible they will come home and say, "dad's girlfriend?, oh we knew about that!!"

Of course they are now getting to

Hello all my wiki friends

 what would i do if you lot was not here? what would i do if i could not come here, get some advice, support and guidance.

I need your guidance now, i basically dont know what im doing, sounds stupid at 49 with 2 kids, but i dont! i dont really even know where to start i just feel so alone, so sad and im still crying since i found out about my husband's affair in December what is wrong with me why cant i seem to make decisions for myself?  For the first time in my life i really do not know what to do for the best.

Basically what has happened is that as some of you

I have been dreading this day. I asked him to move out 2 months ago, after I discovered he is continuing with his affair. Did nos speak to him since, except for a few e-mails and texts.

Contacted him last week we need to discuss some issues before the school starts and before he goes on hols with his new partner.

Feeling stressed but not that bad. I know I have to stay calm and in control.

 He is coming in the evening and I have my 2nd session with my hypnotherapist before that. So I hope it will help me not to feel so stressed. I guess the reason I feel stressed is that I am worried the