Well the time has finally come for me to accept that it is well and truly over. That he is never coming back. And even if he wanted to, I couldn't put our son through all the upset agin. It is now 8 months since he last left and since we last spoke or had any contact. Why am I still crying about it?

I know he is - and always will be a waste of space... he was a crap husband and lousy father. Doesn't bother to see his daughter - my son's half sister. Doesn't bother to see our son. Have tried everything - relationship counselling,  mediationl; I even accepted him back a year after he first left

Well spent hour and a half with lawyer today - dread to think how much that will cost.    Have had nothing else on my mind for the last 6 months when husband walked out on us.    Feel like at times it takes over everything and spend every waking moment of the day trying to find a solution.

Why should it be me who has to find the solution im the one left behind with child to look after  - the ones who walk away should be made sit down and say this is the situation you created explain how the ones left behind have to pick up the pieces. but no - we get the pleasure of all the worry and legal

Dear friends,I didnt write for a quite long time and was feeling lucky to manage all the trouble about the divorce also it took my two years.My last  court hearing was last Monday about my daughter's residency and I was quite stress.Thank God,I got her residency and contact order has been made for my daughter sake and let my daughter stay with him one week on Christmas holiday including Christmas Day.Because my daughter's happiness is more important.My ex is living with his partner and she has 2 kids,she will enjoy with them instead spend time with me.Also Xmas day is my birthday but I dont