Hi all, not been on for a while so thought I'd let you all know whats happening and how I'm getting on.

Firstly, what's happening - absolutely nothing. For someone who was so keen to move on and to 'get things sorted' The Goldfish is certainly taking his time! I completed my form E, got all the supporting documentation, and had it back to the solicitor a couple of weeks ago. My solicitor and I have heard nothing from him, or any legal representation he may have hired. So I'm facing a Christmas in limbo, I don't want to be here, I want to move out, I want to get on with my life and I can't do

hi mr blog and all u wikipeeps..

just need to rant i guess...

thought i was doin well...had  a smile on my face..was gettin on with my life  or at least tryin to...and now im feeling like ive gone two steps back...

ex keeps contacting to ask if i ve contributed to half morg as he needs it !!   lol

and i bloody dont ..!!!   i try not to answer his calls but i end up doin so...ive paid half the bloody morg !!!.....then he asks what he can buy our 2 sons for xmas  ....makin me feel bad cos i cant afford to buy anyone anything....thank god for my 2 lovely understanding sons..i couldnt cope without

Yesterday i had a bad day. But not today. Yesterday was a sunday. usually i try to drown myself in work so i can switch off from my feelings but on sundays i have no meetings, nobody to call. I spent almost all day in bed. Had to drag myself out of bed at 4pm to get something to eat, and even then it tasted like cardboard. Despite sleeping all day i was in bed again early. Guess thats why i was up at 4am tossing and turning. You know how it is, u drift back into sleep two minutes before your alarm goes off. So of course i was i flight mode all day. You know when you're flying and they ask you