So...as a few of you were on chat the other day when I connected from my business trip, I mentioned that I had secured a date for the evening and was very excited about it.

I traveled to a casino near my previous home in California this week for business, and have just returned to Las Vegas this evening. I had taken my son with, since his grandmother on his mother's side lives along the way. The drive is about 3 hours to her house, and another hour or so to my old town.

To preface, when my son was old enough to attend daycare, his mother had found an in-home daycare provider in the town we

Well first date with a man in over 20 years!

Was bloody fabulous. It helped he was a friend but it is wonderful when someone really fancies you. Not had a lot of love the last few months kinda knocks your confidence.

Second date tomorrow, really looking forward to it.

Really happy but still have moments when something happens and think i will text and tell hubby. Then remember he won't care,and i shouldn't. But i guess after 20 years habits are hard to break. I still miss what we had and could of had but at least now I can see a life ahead with men to share my life.

So I am going to enjoy while

So...here we go.

After cancelling the last 2 times my x2b was supposed to have visitation with our son, she finally seems to have come through. I will be meeting her at the airport early tomorrow morning and he will be flying home with her for 2 weeks.

She has spent a grand total of 12 days since September 17th. Only one full week, which was the week of Christmas and I nearly forced her to spend that week with him. I had to update her on his potty training program, his breakfast likes and dislikes, what I pack in his lunch daily, what he likes to watch on TV, what he likes to sleep in, etc.