a huge THANKYOU to all you luvly people who so kindly wished me birthday greetings last nite .........well this morning lol having a great day had macdonalds brekfast with my daughter and listened to her storys of her holiday and her boyfriend!!!!!! how she missed him so etc...etc its so funny her talking to me as if i dont know what its like !!!!

i did get a slap or two for taking the mickey but only in jest ! oh i feel all warm inside now!!! seeing her was just what i needed i think and think she was pleased to be with me allbeit for a short time

she's off camping with her boyfriend and his

Almost at the end of my week alone without kids. Got throught it ok I thought; no, actually, I was better than ok, I was FINE. But as is so often the case on this journey, as soon as you think you've got into a better place emotionally, WHAM! back to the beginning.

So its the C word.....already! stbx has asked about Christmas arrangements. They not even finished the summer hols yet. I feel like he must have seen some christmas decorations up in Woolworths or something.

So instead of taking time to get to grips with the current situation etc, I am going to have to think about Christmas now. It's