Hi,

Am new to this site and having read alot of the stories they make me very sad, unlike most of the stories about husbands affairs and how they are acting badly,  well I am one of theose husbands who has been labelled a liar , I had an affair online with a girl I have only met 3-4 times on business but my wife found some explicit emails from me to her and thought  I was having an affair in I guess in some ways I was and do not blame my wife one bit As I would of assumed the same.  She has gone to the solicitor yesterday and I'm terrified,  we have a 9 month girl and a 4 year old boy who are

Got a letter today from knob head, he got my letter from the solicitor with regards to access for the children and he has agreed to see all 3 every thursday, my eldiest every sunday for football and all 3 every other weekend from fri - sunday.  When i told the kiddies they were so happy, im just so glad he came to his senses before it was to late.

The thing is when you break up with someone after you have spent such a long time with them, they know how to get to you, i mean really get to you.  I know he knows that i can survive this and come out the other side, but he also knows that the way

So..

After all the upset I finally get to take J & G on holiday for 9 days...  and we are off to Morzine (French Alps) for rafting, climbing, pony trecking and a whole load of fun.

It will be difficult, no Gill.....

Am sure it will take me a while yet.  Tough to switch off the feelings when you are still in love.. 

But I have 2 reasons.... J..... and......G....

Isn't life beautiful?

It certainly is... speak