Hi Senor Blogman and lovely wiki peeps...

please excuse me for the future hhmmm can you hear it ? sarcasim

so i get an email at work today from my ex !

much discussion ( i did post actual wording but arnie has made me re think about this so I have deleted it) which athough he is right is much to my annoyance as I feel he should be named and shamed for what he's done ! never mind arnies right....

we are meeting within the next 2 weeks...this will be 6 mths after it all started and 5 mths since he left..... 

The next part of the bloody chapter is about to start, well at least I went ahead and got

Well took the lead and today is d-day. Tonight we are going to sit down and talk. Tonight I need answers. He is going to have to talk about her, his feelings for me and everything else. I cannot cope with this anymore. Got about 2 hrs sleep again last night and am struggling to even focus on basic simple things. I feel shaky and sick and cannot carry on like this. I need answers.

Tonight he has to make a decision. Properly sort things out with me or that is it. I am taking control. He is coming over at 6pm, he knows why.

Just not sure how I will keep going till 6pm tonight, it feels like

Good morning (or afternoorn or even evening, depending on when this is read) to my Wiki Blog, and all who read it.

I have a little confession to make. I feel a guilty today, really guilty.

The thing is - last week I joined up, and I seem to have done nothing else other than to slate off one person. My wife.

Now, don't get me wrong, there were no untruths whatsoever in what I wrote, and part of me feels that she deserves a bloody good dressing down, but I don't think I once mentioned any of her good points.

So, now's the time to redress the balance. To set the record straight so to speak, and,