started dating in novemder 2003, we got on well had lots of fun with each other. things were so good that in may 2005 i asked her to marry me, five times, one after the other, as she didn't think she heard me right. So we went of to pick a ring and plan a wedding. September 30th 06 was the date, we give up going out, dvd's and pizza was our weekends, it give us time to save. During this time we had the first big problem, not that there was one, she decided something was wrong and kept nagging about it until it became a problem. But this was resolved after several assurances from me that there

Feeling O.k.

So I will cancel the councillor.It's a nice place to be . As of yet I have not seen any paperwork from my wife's sol for me to sign. I know it is coming and have no problem signing it when it does.

It has been a very strange time for me,I have on top of the emotions with divorce, had to cope with a shortage of work, a problem for me financially and emotionally. But it seems that, I have a little voice now that sits on my shoulder telling me daily that everything will be O.k and I believe it will be.

Long gone are the feelings of desperate thinking. I never thought they would

 

Well year 06 was a hell of a year. I gave him so much support. Went to the magistrates court with him and gave him all my support as well as carrying the worries with regards to the implications his ban would have on his job. I also went to see an employment solicitor with him as he said he was being given unreasonable targets. I really did feel that he would recover and get his head togehter by taking time out from his job.I forgot to mention in my previous blog that he had recieved a disciplinay from work 2 years before if he didn't achieve targets and I sort of blamed "his liaisons" in