Hello!

I woke up this morning & was immediately aware that they are here, loitering in my thoughts again. It is his birthday tomorrow & she is taking him away for a few days- He doesn't know where. It's a surprise. How nice! (Yes, I am saying this through gritted teeth, especially when we could never really afford to give each other much- not that it mattered - in my world, love isn't about expensive gifts or trips).

I am on annual leave at the moment so I must keep busy, busy ,busy. I do not want to waste my time torturing myself, wondering where they are, what they are up to. I need to

Eigheen years ago to this minute I was a young girl getting prepared in my wedding dress  looking like a princess.  I was at home with my mum and dad and my family and preparing myself  to go and declare my undying love to him in front of everyone that mattered to us, for better, for worse etc etc ..... till death us do part. 

It was a hot and sultry day, my headress broke on the way to the church, the cake melted in the heat and the record we requested for our first dance was found to be scratched and virtually unplayable .... but it was a great day... the best.

 Today I am sitting in front

Hi Mr Blogman (your looking mighty fine this eve I might add ! wink wink)

and to my gorgeous wiki pals..

so my day..........my wedding anniversary day...

woke up and it was the first thing I thought of...so I sang to mself.

"happy anniversary to you, happy anniversary to you bla bla bla..." my cat who was sat with me just stared........mum what the beep are you doing ???

got up fed kittens, cup of tea and an hour of wikiying later got showered and dressed.....hold on what no card ?? no flowers ?? no hug or kiss from ex ?? eerrr no ! ha...

with the fear of the dentist I drove H to be MOT'd,  now I