And when I say hell I mean hell

 Friday - had lunch with some pals - been in the diary for months. Came home and wife gone to pics with daughter (in a mood according to her). She comes home after me and says she's surprised to see me - thought I was meeting someone and was staying overnight - Where the bloody hell did that come from? And had I done so what's the problem - she's asking me for the divorce and she's the one with a boyfriend - anyway - a taste of what's to come.

Saturday - tells daughter she's popping out to get something for lunch - me in garden having not been spoken to since

Hi Mr Blogman and wiki friends..

a really really hard week....

i seem to have crashed and burned 

works been a nightmare so much stuff going on -

grandma's 80th birthday (it would have been last thursday) grandad and grandmas sister have been in tears on the phone to me - mums on holiday (she needs and deserves it but god i miss her) and selfishly wish she was here...

ex and I had a few txty things last sunday re our next mtg - lots of exclamation marks from him and i bowed down tried to make it right....when i say bowed down i dont mean give in i mean i didnt stand up to him, (ive just re read

Dear Blog

I have been strong all week - haven't needed to write any thing at all! Been getting up early and going to bed early - haven't seen him - been easier, calmer, less stressful.  He text one day and I didnt answer.

Today i went to school to pick georgia up and he drove along - said he didn't know i was there to pick her up and i just said yes and wound the window up. could tell he was angry  - georgia came out and got in my car! well done girl!!

been good, been strong,

Today is the anniversary of the day we first had sex - a life time ago, decades ago, another century ago, when we