well back from my holiday, and trying to keep things moving forward.. got the consent order giving me my right to the house proceeds and I am faltering and struggling.

Have forms to complete from the solicitor and forms to complete about the house sale,all needing to be done before house goes on the market.I am stalling, trying to find time to fill the damn forms in but just struggling with every day things at the moment.Keep feeling very tired and keep waking up at 4am, and then falling asleep early evening.

Today I was over at my parents and had to listen to how they and my sister never

hi to all my gorgeous wiki peeps..and of course Mr Blogman.

as you know its my wedding ann on friday, and im trying my best not to think about it, not to get upset, not to wonder about him, what he's thinking (is he ??)

i was having a chat with mum yesterday (she rings me everyday) and she said it was time i moved on !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  mum how can you say that ?? god, she knows what its like........shes been there....

so moving on ?

my question to you is

"how can people move on when they are still in love with their ex's ? ok not in love but you know love them...ok so how can you still love

Today is our 29th anniversary.  The week leading up today has not been good to say the least.  My wife who is intent on leaving me, wants to stay 'friends'.  I'm having difficulty trying to stay within this boundary.  We are still living under the same roof, but separate...house mates at least until we have some other issues taken care of...

This summer, she had an accident in which she broke her nose and requires surgery now.  This can't happen until some healing occurs, and she gets a referral to a plastic surgeon.  So, she knows that I'll take care of her, and wants to remain close by.  (I