Never done this before so bare with me.

The past :- Was married for 31 years (32 this week as it happens) On 22 November 2007 my stbx told me he was unhappy and wanted a divorce and left! Two weeks later I found the phone bill, I rang him asked if he was having an affair. He told me I was screwed up and it was all in my head. When I said her name he agreed he was and put the phone down.

To say it has been hell doesn't begin to describe it, but the only thing I would say is when I had a bad down I seemed to come out a bit stronger.

Ok to cut to the chase, I needed to run from all the s...t. My

Hi Mr Blogman ny only friend as it feels at the moment, but its my fault as I am isolating myself from everyone.  Have been invited to lots of events this weekend but......where am I????

I`m at home being totally pathetic and weak feeling unable to cope.  WHY???   Please tell me as I have been so strong in the last few days or even weeks all I can do at the moment is cry....the only thing that is stopping me from going to hospital is the fact that I have myb taxi business and if i was to admit how i feel now, the council would be sure to take my taxi license away from me, then I would have no

Hi Mr Blogman (your looking mighty fine this eve I might add ! wink wink)

and to my gorgeous wiki pals..

so my day..........my wedding anniversary day...

woke up and it was the first thing I thought of...so I sang to mself.

"happy anniversary to you, happy anniversary to you bla bla bla..." my cat who was sat with me just stared........mum what the beep are you doing ???

got up fed kittens, cup of tea and an hour of wikiying later got showered and dressed.....hold on what no card ?? no flowers ?? no hug or kiss from ex ?? eerrr no ! ha...

with the fear of the dentist I drove H to be MOT'd,  now I