I'm fed up being a single parent. I don't want to play this game any more. I want to go back to how it was before!!

It's tiring,frustrating and the hardest job I've ever done.

I'm fed up having to decide, having to organise, having to do, having to drive,having to say no and having to do everything else myself.

It's not what I signed up to 19 years ago and it's not

i have read a few blogs,they have made me smile,get cross and also miffed at how someone who once loved you,can treat you like rubbish.it makes you reflect on every bit of your relationship.were you ever truly loved,when did there feelings and more to the point there respect for you go.couples split up for a number of reasons,adultery a main one.so i hope i dont bore you, and share my experience of how im

Feeling a little lost in my busy world.

Got to work today as usual and had a guilty pang..wondering if the youngest had managed to get herself up for school, so had to switch off Mum mode and put my working girls hat on. It's a matter of trust, I have to trust that the girls will manage without me and learn that we just have to do what we have to do, but I had a moment of anger..wondering what X2B was up to..while I work and worry.

I had a momentary lapse of preserving my decoram as a professional and retreated to the fact that I was a newly made single woman and asked a colleague.."when should