I've been to see Mamma Mia tonight, with my daughter. I wish someone had warned me we would both end up sobbing!!!

First song/scene to start me off was 'Slipping through my Fingers'-I'd never heard it before, but I'm sure anyone with a daughter could relate to it, and I don't think I was alone sniffing!!!

Then, they had to follow on with 'The Winner takes it All'-bit too relevant to my life at the moment. Every flaming word hit a nerve.

Come home, had a glass of wine, and started blubbing again!!!

Coincidentally, I should have been at my eldest nieces wedding today, but as she's on scumbags side

Well no champagne picnic tomorrow, he has booked a golf lesson and then going for beers, in the pub she works at on sat. Didn't even bother to tell me tomorrow was off.  Last night it was still on, I had texted him about arrangements, he said nothing about not coming. God when he brought daughter back I really wanted to be violent towards him.

I think he had the hump and is getting at me as just after he got here my oldest daughter's boyfriends dad had just arrived to pick him up. s2bx always was ignorant when we had visitors and often didn't speak to them and I think he got the grumps today

Spent most of today wishing I was part of a family again, my family, and that we could have stopped being horrible to each other, and prevented this mess.

Then I got home and the nisi was on the mat, how did they know?

I'll cry when the kids are in bed.

Not so nisi to see you,