Guess what - today has not been much better.

Wife is now using nanny to drive her to the station.

At work I actually had the thought that my wife had changed her mind (absolutely no idea where it came from) and I was able to smile for a few minutes until reality set in again.

When I get home I find out from the nanny that my wife has decided to work late and stay over in London. (I suspect it has more to do with not wishing to be in the same house as me) anyway I am left to relieve the nanny and spend some quality time with the kids (at least that's a result).

However the biggest issue of the

well back from my holiday, and trying to keep things moving forward.. got the consent order giving me my right to the house proceeds and I am faltering and struggling.

Have forms to complete from the solicitor and forms to complete about the house sale,all needing to be done before house goes on the market.I am stalling, trying to find time to fill the damn forms in but just struggling with every day things at the moment.Keep feeling very tired and keep waking up at 4am, and then falling asleep early evening.

Today I was over at my parents and had to listen to how they and my sister never

Wow, totally winded now. How thnigs can change in a few hours. He texted a few times and then rang. Ooops he changed his mind again. No reconciliation, just friendship and sex on offer. Actually forced him to talk about barmaid and he now say they friends, mentioned re' all his friends thought they were a couple, he denied it again. He is feeling hard done by as he says it's alright for us women as we keep the family home, kids etc etc but the poor blokes lose everything. AWWWWWWW someone pass him a tissue. He said he would have to find someone with a home as he hasn't got one of his own now,