Hello! Me again!

I have to admit that I'm not having a good day. Since my husband phoned earlier, I have been mostly miserable & tearful. I know that my last blog featured my annoyance at him wanting to change the day when he takes our son out, & this is still bugging me, but, in truth, I know that there is more to it than this for me.

If I'm brutally honest, my tears are also about the fact that he is going away with his girlfriend. Why does this cut me up so much- after all, he moved in with her a couple of weeks ago so shares his life with her now anyway. What is my problem? Why can't I

here again sory been so down and now i know why ! life is cruel to the point of being sadistic most of the time we can just brush things off but every now and again reality comes and bites you hard this is one of those days for me the reality  for me is coping on my own with no partner to share with the day to day things you know silly stuff ,hows work etc ive been trashed once and dont ,no wont be trashed again my armour is back on the sheilds are up i wont be hurt again even if it means a life on my own cant ,wont !!  i used to be so giving but i think while im starting life again i will

 Dear wiki family,

My very dear wiki friends and readers of my blogs will know that tomorrow I have to go to court.  Not the usual wiki type court.  Tomorrow's hearing is not to finalise money, custody or divorce.  Tomorrow's hearing is to sentence me! ...................

My Crime???   Dangerous Driving!   That sounds awful doesn't it?  And it is!  As a crime DD covers serious injury, death and serious damage.   Does that apply to me?   Well you decide. 

I have admitted my guilt.  I did use my car to chase after my husband & ugli mistress following an argument.   After he bought her to our