• Ex tells me to stick previously agreed settlement figure ‘up my ar53' - classy bird!
• Holiday company phone me up and say that the price was wrong they want more money for my trip to Malta otherwise they can sent me to Spain for same money

I go to the gym come back in a good mood so I  phone the ex and tell her that I have had enough - I cant be ar5ed with it anymore and she can have the extra money that she wants in CM and I will pay it direct into her account. I say I am no longer bothered what you done, I have my life to

Not sure how my sanity is still in tact. Idiot is on his way back from the funeral that I wasn't invited to and wanting support (the man who died I knew for about 17-18yrs and i wanted to go to funeral). My 15yr old has face of bruises from falling over as she said she was staying at her friends house last night but turned out they stayed elsewhere, out till all hours drunk. At least she was honest but this boys mother picked them up and even in the state they were in didn't think to call me, she even knew they were going drinking?????? She obviously has a serious defect wit her parenting

not laughing tho why ? think im losing the plot you  all have so many more important issues !! i feel like a bit of a fraud wiv my probs but thats what blogging is about i guess ???

why am i here again is it because im fed up with listening to sad songs from westlife ???mmmmm yes sick of sad full stop want to be happy ???

when does this all get better ?? been 6 months now should be out the other side by now, once my mind is set im focused ! hey this is just not fair why is everything so complex??

 am getting angry about the whole thing now just want it over !!

she,s on her third holiday this year