Hubby has promised to call around tom.  Hope it is for more than sex.  He gets so frustrated and aggressive when we need to talk.  But i can phone his cousin for help if that happens.

I've kept my bargain, i haven't overdosed.  He still has to see doc about counselling and anger management.

I have a lovely home here but he seems to prefer living at his mum's squalid flat (think of before 'How clean is your home')  He is the only one talking to her now and I suppose feels special.  she had 7 kids by 5 differ fathers and all were in care except one who has now gone missing (17 with boyfriend). 

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I'm feeling terrible right now. I've been crying for the last 2 hours & just can't seem to stop, so thought I'd try to blog it out of my system.

I'm feeling such pain at the moment & feel that so many little things are piling in on me that I don't know where to start. Maybe Thursday is where this last phase of hurt & tears started - I went to see my solicitor &, to cut a very long story short, he told me the worst case scenario regarding my stbx's financial situation (& therefore mine). I know it is his job to do this & it has given me a lot of food for thought, but it has made the

I have been thinking about what my boss said...

She said I am Victoria Beckham ... (nice!) she hangs on David Beckham and looks the little girl and David can do no wrong and isn't herself and has forgiven him for his sins and is submissive to him (I do know this is caricaturisation and they are probably not like that really but that is how they are representated)

this is me and peter - he goes to work the hours he wants (not paid as much as Beckham) he goes out when he wants and I wait at home for him to come back from work, golf, friends, meetings, (like DB) he had an affair - because I