Appointment was really stressful - I went on my own  - some of my friends offered to book time off and come with me and my mum also and my best friend Dawn.  I sat in my car after and thought shit - I am here on my own going through this - i didn't ring anyone - I couldn't drive and I felt yet again let down but really I had let myself down as i have people who would of come with me - even him.   I am (sorry that should be was)  so positive and a happy person and I am afraid of what I am turning into - weak, ill, (wrinkled!!!!! low due to weight loss -) moaning and miserable - god sounds like

I am new to this, so here goes.... After nearly 20 yrs of abuse by my ex wife towrads myself and my 3 children, i decided to divorce her after she walked out.... WHAT A RELIEF  that was,  i was much happier that she walked out, Much happier and i got divorced within 6 months. She took all of her clothes with her and she did not make no application to get any items from the home. I was made up, i got divorced July 2006.

I met my new partner on  a dating site last Feb 2007, dating her every week until may when she moved in with me and my youngest daughter who is 17 yrs of age with scoliosis of

Don't know if it is because I am still off sick with this chest infection and so just generally feeling low but I just seem to have lost the will to do anything at the moment .... I have just sat here for the whole week sitting on the sofa, reading and watching TV. I know there are chores to be done but I have to really force myself to do anything which is not like me at all !!

This whole divorce thing has lost it's momemtum as well :( After my discussion with my prospective solicitor on Monday, I kinda felt a bit more hopeful about things  - she certainly seemed to be 'singing more from the