Sorry for those of you who are concerned for me and my dire situation.

Just to update you that stbx is still taking items from our home to move into his new house on 9th September.

And stbx has taken the internet box and will be cancelling our contract including our email accounts from next week.

Have just heard that the date for the first hearing for the children's arrangements is 27th September.

So much going on,

Petrified of what he might do.

Priority to protect the children.

Will try to blog more sensibly soon.

Thanks for listening and supporting me.

And hope to be back on form when things are

He's just been today and brought back all my belongings and I knew the second I saw him how much I love him. We did not discuss our feelings although I did at one stage tell him that of course I wanted to be his friend but that can't work when I love him so much.  He said I must do what's best for me!!! He is what's best for me I know it. We both have so many wounds to heal that I know too but you know what? I just can't let go of this? Why? I don't know.

I had to go straight to bed when he left sending him a text to say how much pain I was in as if that would make him come back! I don't

how low can he go???

just found out he has hired a van and is as we speak moving furniture while I am on holiday out of the country with the kids.

what will be left?

i have also found out he has sacked his barrister AND solicitor too.

control freak strikes again.

he doesn't get his own way so he has to bypass the legal routes to get what he wants.

this certainly is showing he for what he is.

angry? sort of.

alot of the furniture isn't worth anything.

they are all joint assets.

but that doesn't give him any right to do what he is doing.

have told the kids what he is doing.

they don't believe me.

they will