Morning Mr Blogman and wiki peeps

well another really rubbish, hard week...again sobbed for england every night...havent slept well, eaten much, just drank alot !! i know i shouldnt..

had mtg with ex on tuesday night - to discuss what I wanted.

i had 3 peices of paper, 1 re divorce, 1 re housey stuff and 1 for my wants.

he came in "our" home had a coffee and we sat at the dinning room table. 

i went through each paper, (he refused to read it) he wasnt happy with the divorce one, (he still doesnt want divorce) was happy with the housey one and we agreed on my wants.....im getting what i

Had a meeting with my solicitor this morning to discuss various things.

Firstly, the house transfer into my name. We are just awaiting his signature on the documents, now there is a surprise. Hopefully he will just sign them but no doubt it will be in his own time.

I am still waiting for him to sign my life insurance over to me. I am the one paying the premium every month and he is the one that would benefit from my death. I need to know that there is at least a small amount of money set aside for the children if anything should happen to me (I have looked at replacing the policy but it was not

I am struggling to complete documents for the courts. Not because I don't have the information or need help in completing them though.

 Some of you maybe aware that I decided to withdraw my application to extend my Non-Molestation Undertakings because a judge felt I would lose and it would cost me thousands to pursue and lose. I still stand by the allegations of abuse but decided I couldn't fight any more.

 Since the court date I have had intimidating mail, voicemail and text from my ex-husband. I advised the court of the mail in my application to withdraw. A judge made this comment "The Judge