I think this must have been the longest period of time I felt positive and content, since the sh*t hit the fan at the beg of Feb. I've managed a total of 6 good days-no tears or blazing anger. I know it can't last, but it feels really good.

I had a fruitful visit to the sol last fri. I had to sign another affidavit as scumbag had finally returned the petition. Apparently the court wouldn't accept the last affidavit we handed in, as they received his petition and felt that I was trying to rush things!!! Bearing in mind his sols letter accused me of holding the proceedings up-what a contrary

Yesterday I was very stressed as well as having feelings of uncertainty and sadness for the future. Emotions of dealing with everything can just catch up on you.But will explain the build up to those emotions. As well as the rush of energy you need to deal with things.But there never seems alot of time for me to step back and think.

Some of you may know I eventually had my first hearing on the 15th of May.No surprise it did not follow into an FDR hearing as my stbx had not responded fully to my questionnaire with regards to missing statements and assets. He also raised a questionnaire

This is going to be a long one....

Yesterday I had my First Hearing. The previous week I had decided to self-rep as I believed that my solicitor had not got me anywhere. So last week Ravenclaw re-wrote the statement of issues as we believed the ones that had been prepared by the sol did not allow the Judge to fully understand the issues at hand. I had these filed at the court and sent my stbx sol a copy.

Up to this point my stbx had still not submitted her Form E .

So I turned up to the court with no idea of the other sides financial needs, nor what their statements of issues were. I sat down