Am back again for a moan.  My friend and her daughter were out for dinner tonight and who walked into the restaurant but my ex and his mistress.  She gave them some verbal abuse and then immediately phoned me.  I contacted my sister who managed to catch up with them and also gave them some abuse.  Feel like crap now that I know she is here and they are openly flaunting their relationship.  Aaaahhhh I hate him why did he have to do this to me and the kids.  I can't believe he is still managing to get to me.  I feel so

Wow, totally winded now. How thnigs can change in a few hours. He texted a few times and then rang. Ooops he changed his mind again. No reconciliation, just friendship and sex on offer. Actually forced him to talk about barmaid and he now say they friends, mentioned re' all his friends thought they were a couple, he denied it again. He is feeling hard done by as he says it's alright for us women as we keep the family home, kids etc etc but the poor blokes lose everything. AWWWWWWW someone pass him a tissue. He said he would have to find someone with a home as he hasn't got one of his own now,

Well, the loneliness is still there but the depression is clearing. I am now managing to work and to focus on a solution instead of drowning in the glooms!

 

I have decided to move to London to put some distance between me and my ex. If I don't, then she will continue to torture me and reel me back in every time it looks as if I am moving on. The downside is that I will be a long way from my children. But I can't stay here! My life is in London in every way. I know people there for one thing! Also, I can get my career back on track as it was all but destroyed when my ex started her internet