Scumbag is supposed to be coming tomorrow, to pick up his belongings. I have been here before on 2 previous occasions, and he didn't turn up, but from what youngest son says, he is fully intending to stick to his promise for tomorrow.

My sister is coming over from M/c, and a couple of friends have promised to call in 'for coffee' to give some moral support.

Isn't it wierd. I have spent the last 29yrs of my life with this bloke, and here I am begging people to come and be with me for what will probably be the last time we are together in our home.

I wonder if he feels any twinge of emotion about

Well, it is nearly four months since my separation and 7 months since she started her internet affairs. She is away at the moment with my children  for a month and the loneliness is stonger than anything I have ever felt. The tears and extreme depressions are some way in the past now but I am left with this emptiness.

We moved up to the peak district to try to make things work (at least that was what I thought) but actually i just brough her closer to one of the men she met on sexinthuk.com. Silly me! So now I am up here in a place where I know nobody and she doesn't even send me news on my

Yesterday I was so shocked.  Numb and very depressed after my day in court.  There are some great people on here and your comments to my blog, your words of comfort in Chat and PM all helped me so much - thank you to you all.

I got up this morning and thought "right you can either take this lying down and let them win OR you can get up and survive"   I chose the latter.  My girls need me.

I have sought new legal advise today and take comfort in the advise that it is very very unlikely that I will go to prison.  I will be banned for 12 months though, maybe 15 but we'll focus on 12.

I'm accepting