Hi I registered to this site for the first time yesterday and have found it helpful to read that I am not the only one suffering...............

I want to tell my story.  Friends and family have been great supporting and listening but I just want to get it all down and perhaps find support from people who have gone through similar experiences.  Here goes ...............

I have been married 26 years next month.  I have loved, cherished and supported my husband.  He was the love of my life.  We married when I was 20 I have spent over half my life with him.  I know no other life.

He always been a

Today's the day

Earlier today my kids went off for the first time to stay at their dad's, and they're gonna be away all week. I thought I would really struggle but managed to get them sorted and off without breaking down. As far as I am aware, and I increasingly think I might be wrong, they think they are spending the week just with their dad and don't know the floosie even exists, let alone that they are (presumably) gonna be forced to spend a whole week with her. Of course it's possible they will come home and say, "dad's girlfriend?, oh we knew about that!!"

Of course they are now getting to

Hi everyone,

Just another blog from little old me, well it did'nt last long him being here he came round Friday and i could'nt bear the sight of him, not after having my mum and sister here the night before after looking at a home for her.

The long and short of it was that he came in asked how it all went last night and i blew up like a rocket!!! he asked her to come and live with us, he said he would look after her, he caused big arguments with myself and my sisters 2 years ago (i might add that that this time he knew his mistress she lived down the road he was going up there he says just