Hello my friends

As some of your already know from my previous blogs and in chat room stbx came round yesterday (sunday) took my son go karting and wanted me to go out to lunch with him on our own afterwards.    I did'nt go, was too tearful etc but we talked extensively here at home.    He said he thinks that it would be better if he stayed round his mums and that because we are arguing a lot, well it's not really arguing he does not say much (has nothing on me) its more me getting upset shouting at him, that he thinks it would be better if we took it slowly him staying at his mums coming

Never done this before so bare with me.

The past :- Was married for 31 years (32 this week as it happens) On 22 November 2007 my stbx told me he was unhappy and wanted a divorce and left! Two weeks later I found the phone bill, I rang him asked if he was having an affair. He told me I was screwed up and it was all in my head. When I said her name he agreed he was and put the phone down.

To say it has been hell doesn't begin to describe it, but the only thing I would say is when I had a bad down I seemed to come out a bit stronger.

Ok to cut to the chase, I needed to run from all the s...t. My

Morning Wiki family,

This is the second day in two days that I've woken up with a smile on my face and a feeling of well-being in my heart.   Alas I cannot say this is a result of Dan Carter being in my bed, (Mmmmm!!  Oh Er - sorry indulged in a little day dreaming there!)  No I'm not sure where this happiness has come from or why now, but suffice to say I'm enjoying it.

I feel it's probably a culmination of time, wiki support, and a bloody fair magistrate on Thursday.  Ok, it's a pain that I've lost my licence for a year, but it could have been so much worse.   When my solicitor told me I'd