I have been missing Wiki, Broadband is finally no more and now on dial up. Have now got over the ridiculous situation where I had to have a new telephone number to take over the account and then to have it changed back to the original.

Lots of news, not having blogged for over a week, I need my fix desperately.

Stbx/wife/witch returned to the UK, came over to pick up her belongings to take back to Sweden. I think the initial meeting was harder for her, she looked like death warmed up, I am sure she expected some sort of frosty reception. She came with her eldest son of 3 sons from a previous

Yesterday I was so shocked.  Numb and very depressed after my day in court.  There are some great people on here and your comments to my blog, your words of comfort in Chat and PM all helped me so much - thank you to you all.

I got up this morning and thought "right you can either take this lying down and let them win OR you can get up and survive"   I chose the latter.  My girls need me.

I have sought new legal advise today and take comfort in the advise that it is very very unlikely that I will go to prison.  I will be banned for 12 months though, maybe 15 but we'll focus on 12.

I'm accepting

Hi,

My first blog. Trying to determine where I am on my journey to sanity.

I accepted my marriage is over. That was not that difficult, I guess I did not love him for a long time and neither did he. But I will always maintain that the way he got out of this marriage was the most cowardly and selfish,  absolutely no consideration for his children. That is why I still wish he suffered and his new relationship did not work out. I know that is a negative feeling that is holding me back and hopefully , one day i will feel indifferent to what is happening with him.

I am very nearly accepting that