Have just found out that my Decree Nisi is set for early September.  Receiving the solicitor's letter was yet another 'blow' in this long and painful process.  Although I knew the Decree Nisi would come, it still felt like a shock to actually read the words.  The letter said that my husband is entitled to a divorce on the grounds of 'unreasonable behaviour' which, even after 8 months into the process, I find deeply hurtful and ironic.  (In different circumstances, I could have brought a divorce against my husband for unreasonable behaviour that I have tolerated for years.  I could not have

First, I want to answer some comments made in my previous blog entries.

Over analysing… OK, very probably I over analyse on almost all situations. The thing is, when you’re living the bad dream, then it’s so easy to try to work out every situation to its’ last nut and bolt.

So, if I’m bugging you by that, I’m sorry. I do take it on board, and I do know it’s happening, but for me this blog is my therapy. I will refer, even print off, all of this for use later. I need to be precise. Get it right.

Next, I’m coming into the Chat Room soon. Thing is, as a “work-at-home” dad, the kids are around, so I

Oh I know I should be in bed at 2.30am but need to clear my mind of some thoughts before even trying to sleep.

 I joined facebook yesterday, something a friend of mine has been trying to get me to do for a while. OMG I already have 16 friends. I find myself crying tonight though. Not only have people added me as their friends but they have also sent me messages. People that I lost out of my life the day I said "I Do!"

I never realised until now, the amount of friends I said goodbye to and the lifestyle I lost the day I got married. It was almost that quickly. I can recall making excuses even