Today it hit me.

I have been getting on with my life and feeling quite positive about a new begining and then today it all went wrong. The doubts creept  in and quickly took over my mind.

Today I had the house valued we have been talking about selling the house ever since day one but today it hit me that I was going to have to leave my beautiful home and my beautiful garden that I worked so hard on for years. I love plants and I love watching them grow and i love to sit in my garden  in the summer with a glass of wine and a good book. when I find a new house I may not be able to afford a

The last two/three years of my relationship with my ex were not good we did not argue much but we just went along living our lives and not really being interested in each other.

I was for ever getting moaned at for everything I did and I often thought of leaving her but thought that we were once great together and surely we could find that again plus we have a lovely son who is adored by both of us and we wanted to give him the best we could.

We lived in an area where she had lived all her life and me for 9 years - it is not a great area and I did not want my son to grow up there so we

Morning Mr Blogman..

Please forgive me it has been 5 days since my last confession ;-)

Feeling better about things at the moment, stronger, and so I thought I would pass on the good fortune that I have found in a book.

I bought it uumm last sunday...yep the "anger" day..currently im on page 71...

So its called:

It's called a breakup because it's broken...(the smart girls breakup buddy)

now ok so it says its the smart girls buddy - well this isnt a bad thing is it ladies, afterall Yorkie is not for girls, so best we do have something....seriously chaps I do think it could help you, although if you