hi to all my gorgeous wiki peeps..and of course Mr Blogman.

as you know its my wedding ann on friday, and im trying my best not to think about it, not to get upset, not to wonder about him, what he's thinking (is he ??)

i was having a chat with mum yesterday (she rings me everyday) and she said it was time i moved on !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  mum how can you say that ?? god, she knows what its like........shes been there....

so moving on ?

my question to you is

"how can people move on when they are still in love with their ex's ? ok not in love but you know love them...ok so how can you still love

Do Computers hate me ?

The laptop does, it waits until my blog is just completed and as I press the save and publish button but before it has saved it tells me to switch to mains power

Am back again for a moan.  My friend and her daughter were out for dinner tonight and who walked into the restaurant but my ex and his mistress.  She gave them some verbal abuse and then immediately phoned me.  I contacted my sister who managed to catch up with them and also gave them some abuse.  Feel like crap now that I know she is here and they are openly flaunting their relationship.  Aaaahhhh I hate him why did he have to do this to me and the kids.  I can't believe he is still managing to get to me.  I feel so