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Another good day at work,  children happy.  Ex came to help with school run this morning and to say goodnight to girls.  We are managing to restrict conversation to necessities.  However, had a weak point today and phoned him to discuss split of assets etc.  But as he is a reasonable man (and I am a professional negotiator), I managed to get an agreement in principal on all I wanted.  Feeling a bit guilty because he has nothing, and is agreeing to even less, but although he did work hard when we were together, I did essentially pay for most things, financed the setting up of his

day started ok - daughters dad came to house - general chat about things - fine,

asked what was happening about house and what was he going to allow us to move on - things just headed down the slippery slope from there on in.

did apologise though - although why i dont know - pressure is on my self and daughter as we dont know where we are going to end up or when.

I had offered to move out every other weekend to allow him to have daughter - but he says absolutly now way he will spend a night in this house - not sure why??

i thought it was the perfect solution well, all her stuff here, all her

As my ex cheated, I was only thinking about that damege.

But as I started to calm down and be able to talk about my marriage to my close friends, I realised a few things which I could not notice.

My ex was a cheater, but (or because of that) he was extremely posessive and jealous person. For example, it was really childish of him but I have a favourite band who's singer is very good looking and I was listening them often. But since I started to live with him, I was unable to do so as he got really moody. It was also the same when I watched any films which my favourite actors were in them. When