Well i thought i was coping well with it all but i'm getting tired of it all now.

Getting tired of the nastiness that he is giving me, tired of the cheep point scoring and most of all tired of the whole process!

The only saving grace is that i'm free of him!! No more name calling and mental abuse which is worse than physical at times, and no more walking on egg shells!

So it's a matter of putting a smile on my face and to face the world with a positive outlook even if i feel like constantly crying at times.

Things will get better and hopefully it will be over soon. x x

Hi all,

I went to the Essex meet last night and it was great meeting such lovely people.  I was so nervous but I was soon put at ease.  Thank you to those of you who were there.

It was my first night out since last December and it was a big step for me.  Thanks to those in chat who tried to ease my nerves before I left.  Baby