Sometimes I get really annoyed with myself.

 

For almost 2 years I have watched the man I love being ridiculed, tormented, worn down and intimidated amongst many other things by the actions of his unfaithful ex and the man she left him for. Throughout the last two years he has been subjected to a constant poking and prodding from his ex and her boyfriend that includes being deprived from seeing his children, which resulted in a lengthy court case that went to final hearing to secure access to his own children, a very bitter and acrimonious process of Ancillary Relief

 It's been a year now since my husband left our two small children and me in the FMH. We have had a horrendous year. He ran off with a young blond and is nasty and vindictive towards me. He regularly hurls abuse at me and makes me feel realy scared about what he he is going too next.

Last week my stbx treatened to kill me - I was petrified - he woulddn't leave and I had to call the police after he did eventually leave. I went to court the next day to get a non-mol out on him. Last night I received a 20 page fax in his response where he basically turns everything around and says i'm the

So yesterday I was a stupid idiot, because I wouldnt let him put the cat outside, was huffed and tutted at all evening, today, well, im unreasonable, ridiculous, and boring, and selfish all because he came home and I hadnt washed up the breakfast things, (ive been at the dr's) he then had a go at me because I never tell him whats going on with me, he never talks to me, or asks me how things have been at the hospital etc, so I said when he asked what id been at the dr's for this morning, it was about a small proceedure I need to have, he went mad because I hadnt told him, I said well you never