What a long day!!

It's only lunchtime, but today seems to have dragged on forever! Mind you I suppose if you wake at the crack of dawn, that's inevitable.

Cleaned the house-again, ready for the valuer coming round tomorrow-I notice bastard is no-where to be seen!!

Washed the car.

Called at a neighbours but shes gone out-how selfish!

Texted a friend-she rang back for a chat, but now she has to make lunch for her partner.

Rang my Mum-all my family live in M/c so not near enough just to call in on. Told her I was having a good day-well, it could be worse, so technically I am telling the truth!

Got to sort out some finances, so I'm procrastinating!!!

It's lovely outside-think I will go to Town + treat myself to something nice-but cheap! Both sons birthdays are looming-have to buy cards just from Mum-gulp. Perhaps not today tho.

Had an invite out with a friend-+ her hubby-didn't think I could face that.

Why do Sundays feel like family days? Kids off doing their own thing + that's the way it should be.

Why am I so miserable? After all I'm the one who initiated this. I always said it would be impossible to feel anymore lonely than I was in the marriage-perhaps I was wrong!!!

Enough time indulging in self pity-off to get on with the rest of my life-see you later.